Jaz212

I guess life is all in how you look at it. 4 years ago my wife and I in an attempt to Survive opened a Board game and hobby shop. Like anything that is worth doing it's not always easy. We took about 25,000 and opened our doors. Well in a summary of that time we grew really fast, probably to fast. Going from 25,000 to 250,000 in value over a little more than 3 years. I had a lot to learn. we did a lot right, we made some mistakes. However, we tried. If there is one thing to take from this please take that. Nothing ever gets done, accomplished, discovered or learned without the willingness to try.  

the last year was hard and is why after the last post I thought I was back. The store was closing and I was hoping I had time to draw. Apparently, I need time to heal a bit. So I am not Dead and No the Hat Has not totally taken over, I just need the time to sort out feelings and frustrations and hide a few Skeletons in a closet. 

Magician, Assistant and The audience who enjoys the art I post deserve A magician that at least is able to put on a good show, pull a prank or two, and not get caught with the body. 

For those who have reached out thank you, those I have lost touch with I am sorry, and to any that I have hurt or caused harm in my anger and frustration I Can only ask for your forgiveness and the opportunity to make amends.

Art Soon I'm trying to get about a month ahead of the posting schedule I want to keep. Not that I am a great typist, however in reading this you might see how emotional this is affecting a few things still. Sorry, Mirelle. 

Hope to be posting soon. Jason.

So a 4 year adventure ended as the buisness my wife and i started had to close. Since it and all the odd jobs i was doing to keep it open are done, at least for a little bit. I'm going to avoid some of that depression and draw. 

I don't recommend  to any one dwelling one losses like this, so for now, art. 

So post will start going up as soon as the scanner is unpacked again. 

See you on Stage! 

I will at least will try to be responsible and lock up the dynamite and label it properly. So if you ignore all the warnings, break in and lite the match ... you only have you to blame for the boom after wards. 

So don't expect XXX rated stuff.  However if its racy , nude , violent or questionable ill drop it in the Mad Hat Mature as I finish it. Mostly its me letting of some of my crazy. Frankly the folder description covers my feeling on it. Ill talk, debate , listen and respect opinions, I learned along time ago that doesn't mean that we will agree.I does mean i understand and respect others.  

If you missed the jist of this, if you don't want to see items that maybe objectionable:
1. use the filters
2. respect the labels
3. hold your self responsible for holding to your standard. 

So if we haven't noticed tonight RPING Master Jack is rubbing off. Apologies. 

enjoy that if it your cup of tea or stick of dynamite.

Though i would try to just post some of my old works and get up some of the sketches that have now sat on the computer or in piles on my floor for a year or more. 

I'm a bit more reserved in weird ways I'm learning so don't get to excited/disappointed at adult filters. I'm still figuring out me and posting adult material out side of RP and Chats. 

Ill fix tags/descriptions/links etc over time ( I hope ). So for now enjoy comment and so on. I'm still trying to find art that was posted before so if this feels all over the place it is. this is what i have found on various drives after putting two laptops through walls ( not figurative- life has sucked for a bit ) so ill post what i find as i find it. 

Late 2017 and 2018 stuff to fallow as i get sick off real life and hide here or a sketch book.